Think positive, live positive..

Is it possible for normal human beings to be positive all the time? What does it takes to be positive all the time....

I feel so down, but when I look at other people who also have feelings and most importantly different views on certain issues, how do they face all the negative things (problems)?

I would like to see myself as optimistic, confident and nice, but sometimes I over done everything that I didn't notice had touched people's feelings. Sorry won't be enough, not to undone the mishaps, but I must say sorry, still..

Al+Lin's Wedding

Nilai - Putrajaya - Bangi

At last, I got to go somewhere, away from home.. away from boredom.. hehe.. my husband had just gotten a new work place in Nilai, he will be starting in June.. Alhamdulillah.. (I didn't manage to tell Acu yet, cause it hard to skype with her lately.. but it's ok, something must be happening now, i guess..) So he asked me to go see his new work place there. To me it's like "org mengantuk disorongkan bantal" and i jump to the idea of going jalan2. So the three of us (Aishah, my hubby n me) went to Nilai, which took us about 1 hour and a half, about 77km. I hope my hubby'll be a lot calmer and happier at this new place.


Still don't wanna go home, and i was still early to go home, I asked to go to Putrajaya.. so there we were.

Masjid Putrajaya

It's hotter than u think..

Yeah, really hot that we have to hide away from the sun.

Aishah: apa kejadahnya?!
Me: what the?
we were worried about the safety cautions taken while the work is done.

this love is unbreakable. :)

It's not really a lonely journey after all...

Alhamdulillah... I've completed all the assignments for this semester. I got 1-2 days (only) excuse because of the myomectomy operation i had last Monday.. I stayed at the hospital until Wednesday, then when the dr said it's okay for me to leave, i left. In fact i think the leaving part didn't take so long, at 9.30 am the nurse said everything was ready for me to leave (which is unbelievable, because the day before, the patient in front of me had to wait until 2pm, to be discharged). Babah arrived at 11am though, after settling the bills, and getting medicine supply from the pharmacy, we left the hospital at exactly 12 pm.

Luckily, I've started doing the final assignment before the operation, staying at babah's gave me time to concentrate on the essay almost 100%. But i couldn't sit for so long, i'd to lie down every hour. But Alhamdulillah, I've completed the last task. Eera is willing to help me with the printing, binding, and even sending my assignment to Shah Alam.

That's why i have such title for this entry, i thought I'm alone, because i expect people around me (whom i care about) to understand the pressure and commitment that i have to give for my studies. It's not possible for them though, because they are not in the same shoes as I'm. It's not fair to demand them to understand. I now know that i can turn to my classmates for help and support. We always have each other. It's very easy for each of us to feel down, once in a while, feeling like quiting, running away from the pressure of "sape suruh sambung master?" : ) it's our choice, so we must deal with whatever challenges that may come. I know when i feel down, i can also turn to them for motivation. thanks to all my classmates, hope we will stand strong for another 4 semesters. Sayonara Part 2..! Part 3, here I come!

There comes the time...

There comes the time when u r feeling down.. don't know how to settle small matters; say things that u never want to utter, n regret it after words; unable to undo things that u really know u should not even do at the first place.

There comes the time when u just want to cry, u can't because others will see how weak u r; really want to break down n just die, but u know u can't; scream on top of ur lungs, but don't want to bother my neighbours.

Almost the end of 2nd semester.

This Friday gonna be the 2nd last meeting for our class this sem. We're going to have groupwork presentation for Dr Faizah's class. Our group, Kak Laily, Eera, Suria n me are doing on students' learning preferences, which we got the idea after listening to Eera's presentation earlier. Talking about the students learning preferences, make me think of my own students, i want to ask them so many things that they like to do, or don't like to do, so that i can carry it out in the class (which ever is acceptable n possible).. but being a pessimist, i don't think i can take it.. i really wanna embrace the students centred classroom, learner autonomy students.. but, i'm still not ready for it.. i know, i know, i'm not being professional (as Dr Faizah said) but i just can't.. am i being so arrogant that i don't think i can change.


On Saturday, I will present my summary of an article entitled "What research say about assessment?" i'm still not done with it yet.. will try to tonight.. Dr Hanim will spend her precious time, helping us with our next assignments.. she asked us to bring our laptops, so for that reason, we (hubby n me) bought a new laptop... :)




We (the school: teachers n students) are so busy with the coming sports day on saturday, even though i won't be there, but being an "exciting" pom pom girl for our green house, i can't hardly ignore the preparation. i don't want to give the excuses even though i can.. and guess what, the next tuesday, there will be the March Test, hope my students had done studying during the 1 week school holiday last week..